LOCK and LOAD, BABY let's GO!

sentiments of sick person:(

2009-06-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

Days had passed and I thought I was fine. Never did I imagine that I will be stuck in front of this computer when in fact I should be cramming with quizzes at school. I kept on telling myself that I’m ok – ayus lang- , I stayed believing that I can flip back to my normal routine, I kept denying - but the truth is : I am not, I Can’t.

It’s not good that I am sick; I feel like I am numb. It’s not good staying home all day long; I feel tired even more. It’s not good being deficient at school: I feel hopeless and distracted…It’s not good to suffer this way, it isn’t.

A day from now, I’ll celebrate my 18^th year of existence here on earth or should I say I will mourn over it. I’m still sick. This will be the worst birthday, I suppose. I really want to be in school at Thursday but I have to admit that I can’t. Maybe, this just calls for family celebration – if there is! Whether there is or none, I’m still thankful. Thankful In a way that GOD still permits me to perceive sunshine. Thankful in a way, that he still gives me time to thank people and apologize (thank you and sorry). Thankful in a way that he consents me to enjoy every bit of my life while it lasts - coz no one knows what will happen next L

I am not expecting any gift or celebration in my coming birthday, I just want all to be happy and everything else will be fine! I must be grateful enough that I already reached this age of maturity.

*live life to its fullest, I will...BEAR WITH ME!

* I miss you and will miss you guys.SEE YOU SOON.aja!

*neamItahwwonkouy,senilneewtebsithdaerohwesohtot

WISHLIST :)

2009-06-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

My birthday is crawling nearer. Just days after now, I am now in LEGAL age. Date is just a birthday so there’s no need for me to celebrate that much, it’s better to celebrate each day of my existence here on earth. BUT, if you guys will grant one of my wish in this wish list, WHY NOT? Thank you very much! Wishes here aren’t expensive so it won’t drain your pockets.

1.) Cash – any amount will do ( kidding)

2.) Simple yellow shirt- ninoy shirt is preferable!

3.) PUP id lace – Kenneth is required..haha…[nainggit kc ako dun]

4.) Paracetamols and medicines – give it in advance so I can go to school at Thursday!adik.

5.) Starbucks treat- ahmm..illa?

6.) Simple cake and balloons – kahit ano!

7.) Birthday cards – para di na kayo gumastos!

8.) Havaianas – I like it much.

9.) MOVIE treat – COE iba namn, sawa na ako sa 16 pesos.lol

10.) Lrt stored value card – para lrt na lang ako lagi..

11.) Book – basta mababasa, ok na!

12.) Usb- sira yung akin, nakikisave lang kay illa.

13.) Personalized gift- basta may effort ok na talga!

14.) Hugs and greetings – basta sincere kayo.

15.) Passes sa CEA gate- para di na i-check temperature ko! Pede kaya yun?

16.) Java book – gusto ko na talgang matuto nyan.

17.) Pants – kahit yung sale lang sa divi. Haha.

18.) Kahit anong alam nio na ikasasaya ko. Ok ako dun!

*see?mababaw akong tao!hehe!

I'll be back..SOON!

2009-06-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

It has been a bad day. I’ve felt that whole world on a scheme to make things difficult for me.

Horrible java coursework, nasty circuits’ exams, massive assignments made me so occupied last night. I’ve done with all this stuffs before going to school, well in a way that I’m so much prepared for this day’s battle. It is as if I fully geared myself – or so I thought-.

The main gate was closed in CEA and it’s so unusual for us. There’s this line that caught my eye at the gate side of the campus, and I wondered what is it for. BOOM, there is a Temperature check, I felt that my blood is running from nowhere. I am AFRAID; I am not feeling well this day. What if my temperature tolls high? How will I seize the exam? Will I fail to spot the very first lesson in statics? WTF, questions are spinning from my mind, my heart starts to beat fast. I insisted to set off with the line and now it’s my turn.

Quarantine personnel words were like thunder in my ears when I heard that I can’t enter the campus. This should not be happening, it must not be happening. I hurriedly went to school clinic to check if there’s a chance that I could pass the entry point. DAMN, they gave me 3-7 days suspension instead, simply because of this freaking 37.8 degree Celsius temperature that my body did sustain. They even prescribed me to capture paracetamol with the interval of 4 hours. I tried to look for positive vibes; fortunately I’m not alone with this. Illa – a great friend of mine – also trapped with the same situation.

Due to our dismay, we decided to go home. The situation didn’t sink in my mind and I’m still in the point of denial until I arrived home. I am sick, I admit. Sick because I compromised my health just for the fact that I have to accomplish all those messy school stuffs. I just have 3 hours of sleep, I have cough, runny nose and headache. Are these really swine flu symptoms? Yes they are: however just like any other seasonal flu these signs also cascade on it. There’s a finite line between Swine flu and a simple flu. I identify my body. I discern its limit. I know it’s not SWINE FLU [still acquiring positive energy]. I have to rest and take away all those works out of my senses. RELAX. UNWIND. SLEEP. – I guess will be the best remedy-.

*Sana makapasok ako by Thursday [my birthday]. I don’t want to spend my age of legality alone. To get well and be fully recovered will be the best gift for this special occasion.

-I wil mis you GUYS!

- I'll be back..SOON!

I FELT LIKE I BELONG!

2009-06-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

Time passes by so swiftly. It seems like only yesterday when I emerged from the crowd of every freshmen students. I am coward and afraid that time. Faces, things, places were so unfamiliar for me, I tend to be terrified. But then fate had landed its wings again, I came to get pleasure from every bit of minute here in PUP. I battled against different circumstances for two years and I’m proud that I defeated them.

I am now a Junior-pup-Coe student! (cheers!)..

The real challenge has begun; it’s just the START – the beginning of sleepless nights, monstrous programs, electrifying circuits and so on. I need to be prepared and ready, Focus will now be the term – or so I thought- .

My first week in junior’s life was not that hard for me. It was indeed fun. Sets of new classmates and friends brought excitement in me. I can’t put into words how happy I am that I adjusted fast with this new environment. [thanks to lovely!]. I don't regret that i decided to take 3-3 schedule instead of 4.

Luckies and others welcomed me in open arms, there’s really no DULL moment. Super thank you for that! We even watched movie after Thursday boring class [16 pesos lang kasi.lol]. We did a lot of talks and laughter. We copied each other's work,. We symphatized over their confiscated ID's so .... I felt like I belong.

group pic while waiting for the 7 pm movie to start..

Within this circle of friends, there’s this favorite of mine. With lovely as exception, I found this very comfy feeling with illa – my seat-online-pagkain-mate. It is as if we’ve known each other for a long time. We’ve shared a lot of secrets (ayeeee) and heartbreaks already,not minding that we just bonded for only a week. Words aren’t enough to describe how thankful I am that I found companion with her!

*i'm looking forward to a greater bond with you guys!>.

the real definition of friendship will forever live in COE 3-3!

PUPIAN LIFE STYLE!

2009-06-12T01:08:00.000-07:00

PUPian - TRUE SKOLAR NG BAYAN!

Price : 100 pesos 6pcs.

Not in a mood :(

2009-06-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

* i can't put my ideas into words this daY!...

i'm so bothered, don't know why!

WASTED CONVERSATION!

2009-06-10T10:37:00.000-07:00

*Click the picture to ZOOM!

LOOK figure OUT how this FEEBIE attempted to ruin my day!.

She/ He (not sure?) hacked my cousin’s ym.

*BE CAREFUL : baka mabaliw kayo sa mga ENGLISH nya, orayt? BE PREPARED!

SUDDENLY WE BECAME CLOSE! :)

2009-06-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

Behind a pretty face is a pain that Surfaces! (naks naman)

Life is tough. Life isn’t easy. Life is full of hurdles that if we’re able to bound over it we’ll come across its finish line.

One, two, or three times? I don’t know how many times we’d been to La Union -my mother’s place-. I can’t figure out the exact number, but one thing is for sure it is exceptionally SELDOM. Due to remote distance as I say, we never had a chance to get along with my relatives or with my cousins to be exact. How I wish we were close as we were with my father’s side [just to be fair.lol].

Until then…

Fate brought ate nene –one of my cousins- (cris as known by josh and other acquainted friends) to us. She and my auntie had gone out of their town to visit my dying uncle. It’s not a wish granted on the first time. We both felt uncomfy on the day she arrived home ( sabi ko nga kasi di talaga kami close). Time shifted fast, I didn’t notice that we already did exchange jokes and laugh over it. We went across places. We’ve seen each other cry. We did share secrets and the alike. We became SUPER CLOSE. (kalog kasi maxado)!

How ironic it is, the fate that brought ate nene to ours will be the same reason why we had to separate lives.

My neighbor who unfortunately would go audition as ENTERTAINER bumped my mother’s way out of our home.

Talk. Talk. Talk.

We’re pretty much aware that she had this gift of singing and so mama convinced her to audition also. Unfortunately, the work is based in Korea and she had to leave the country if ever she would get in. She doesn’t want to leave, I know. If she won’t, Chances are: her family will be drowned with the crimped waves of poverty or Scarcity will beat them.

And there she left. ..

It has been 7 months (I guess?) since we parted ways and it’s been a long time. She earns her salary monthly, half of it goes to her mother and the half goes for savings. But the adventure of seeking wealth doesn’t stop there. Her road to success went smooth when she met JOSH – customer who fortunately happened to be the love of her life in KOREA-. SHE loves him as much as JOSH does, so much that she sacrificed all of her supposed-to-be-income she’ll earn by transferring to other club. CLUB? Some would think that it’s a work of flesh, but it isn’t. She’s just an ENTERTAINER, so better yet don’t judge!

Josh, so you know now what she did. So don’t try to hurt nor deceive her. You know your worth, you should know your part too!

But then, there it goes, FATE is playing again. LIFE SUCKS SOMETIMES!

The road now is getting rough. Her father got hospitalized for almost a week and her salary isn’t enough to support the medications. I won’t mention what happened but to tell you guys, it is not GOOD!

She has to make a decision between love and money and let’s keep it by herself.

*Just an advice:

FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND INSTINCTS!

Hope it helps.

MOVE on, KEEP GOING~:)

2009-06-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

This was the day I thought I could have a good-so-fine sleep after spending three consecutive busy nights with my phone and PC but then I was wrong. Time really moved fast today, so fast that I didn’t anticipate that I am 30 minutes late for my 7:00 Pm class with Peter Yang. I went to the hospital to visit CHINEE – a high school friend of mine – because she had a broken ankle Operation yesterday, but this is not what I’ll blog today [still waiting for the pictures to be uploaded].

I received a text message from a PUP friend in which if you’ll go detail by detail you’ll see how ANGRY he was because of his Gf’s BETRAYAL. He refused to tell me anything maybe because it still hurts? – And that’s kept me hanging. I easily Jump to the conclusion that his GF flirted, sexed, or whatsoever annoying action word with someone. Maybe I’m so so over-reacting for this but WTH, its super abnormal for a girl to do that but if guys did the same thing, it is accepted. It’s just INNATE.

Why do boyfriends and girlfriends, lie to each other? Is this TRUE LOVE after all?

Our romantic relationships are seldom what they seem. We all want a relationship that is built on openness, intimacy, and trust, but the truth is, our relationships do not always work that way. More often than not, our intimate relationships involve secrecy and deceit. In fact, if you want to look for deception and betrayal in your own life, the best place to start is close to home. Boyfriends and girlfriends, often lie about their true feelings for each other, the feelings they have for others, and their level of commitment. Indeed, it is safe to say that we people save their biggest and most serious lies for those they love. Lying to a romantic partner helps us deal with the constraints that our intimate relationships impose. Quite frankly, deceiving a romantic partner turns out to be the most efficient and effective way of maintaining the rewards we get from our romantic relationships while pursuing extra-relational goals and activities behind a partner’s back.

In Mere say, DECEPTION and BETRAYAL are just the norms of the society but these shouldn’t be practiced all the time only if they’re for the betterment of the relationship. We have to be prepared for this cause we PEOPLE are FRAGILE that’s why when we got hurt and deceived we TEND to be BITTER! But that’s not what life is after all. We have to go on, move on, and keep on going because until then we will realize how happy it is to be in love!

I REGAINED my focus :)

2009-06-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

I so so hate myself for being envy to those people whose blogs were really attention-catchers; I don’t know why I feel that word every time I would go on reading their works. The words and metaphorical statements they used made me feel that I am nowhere for this nature. I am in the point that I realized how poor-writer I am and must have to blame no one but myself for this. Honesty such, I always feel DUMB and INSECURE. Multiply, BlogSpot, Word press were frustrations for me. Blogging isn’t my forte neither I can say Blog doesn’t like me at all.

I am no fan of blogging but I’ll try to compensate my weaknesses from this day forward. Gone is the time that I’ll pity myself just because of this; gone is the time that I will feel INSECURE. The definition of a fighting spirit will forever live here.

I am in extreme monotony for almost two weeks or three and I am trying to conceptualize something that would cover up all of the supposed-to-be-blog- that were wasted because of this laziness in me. It has been month since I updated my entry and so I think I have to renew it now! Nights and days passed and I felt pre-occupied that’s why I decided to go back teaching again. Regardless of salary, this work established a lot to me. It’s not easy in a way, but I have to do this simply because of money, boredom treatment, and student’s beneficial for the doubt (ano daw?). well , For at least 4 hours, I know I did something great.

I am running out of my thoughts again, so for now I have to take a rest. GUDNYT!

*Blog site RENEWED!

despite........I MADE IT!

2009-04-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

*hindi ko na naman natupad yung promise ko na magsusulat araw-araw. well, cguro sa sobrang pagod kahapon nakalimutan ko na!..pero bawi ako ngayon..ilalahad ko sa inyo ngayon ang malaroller-coaster ride na job hunting ko kahapon..

Expected ko na namang marinig yung pamosong linya na sinasabi sa akin everytime mag-aattempt ako mag-apply dahil 17 pa nga lang ako! at Dahil 17 pa ng lang talga ako (inemphasize talga?lol..) pinagbawalan na rin ako ng aking ina na mag-apply dahil alam niya hindi ako matatanggap..Pero diba nga, maambixon ako? Nagpatuloi ako!..Kahit hindi nya ako binigyan ng kahit magkano nagpumilit pa rin akong magpunta. Nangutang ako ng 50 pesos sa pinsan ko para lang maisakatuparan ko ang aking mumunting pangrap!..haha!.. Palntsado na ang lahat, handa na ang aking damit na susuotin para sa kinabukasan!hehe..SA mas madaling Salita, Handa na akong sumabak sa GYERA!haha..

so ayun,ng 6:30 amNagising ako ..tumambay muna ako sa labas ng aming bahay para magisip-isip..
kelangan ko ng maligo para di malate sa napag-usapan..pagpasok ko sa Banyo, putcha WALANG SHAMPOO..kelangan kong panindigan na hindi ako hihingi ng pera kay mama ngaoyng araw na toh!..pano na toh ngayon?aha..may naisip na naman akong paraan..dali-dali akong nagpunta sa aking tita para mangutang ng shampoo..kumuha na kaagad ako ng shampoo para sure na tsaka ko lang sinabi na "pautang tita ha"..hehe..syempre, maganda ang mood nya kaya napa-oo na lang xa.."teka"!..nalintikan na ako..naalala niyang may utang pa pala ako na 10 pesos sa kaniya kagabi pang-pront ng id picture..pero dedma lang ako..kunwari kumakain ako ng pandesal na almusal nila..SALAMAT pandesal!haha...

Bumalik na ako sa bahay namin para maligo, sa wakas!..NArinig ko na ang suond-sunod na standard message alert tone ng cellphone ko habang nasa banyo ako kaya nagmadali na akong maligo..may aberya na naman!..7:15 na pala,late na ako ng 15 minutes at kaliligo ko palang!..dahil mahirap ako nung araw na yun, wala akong LOAD..takteng buhay toh oh..nakitext na lang ako na parating na ako..

NAgmadali.MAdali.MAdali..

TRAFFIC pa..WTH!

8:15 am ng narating ko ang mcdonald's center gate ng..late na ako ng 1 hour and 15 minutes..hala, tadatad na ako ng text messages nila kaya alam ko nagagalit na sila sa INIP..haha..

TAKBO demsy DALI (naks movie yun ha?)..

pinasok ko ang tahanan ng clown ng may malaking sapatos at hinanap ang mga kasama ko..pero wala cla..

INIWANAN NA ATA NILA AKO?..patay..

ayun..hindi ko na talga cla nahanap..nagpabalik-balik ako na may dala akong brown envelope na halatang-halata na mag-aapply!..hiyang -hiya talga ako..

kelangan ko ng bawasan ang aking 50 pesos para makapg-load. & eleven lang mapagloloadan sa ORTIGAS kaya dun ako nagpunta.WTF, 25 pesos minimum ang load nila para daw pumasok..wala na akong pera..PERO nagpaload napa rin ako.tinext ko cla kasi nga nag-alala ko na iniwanan na nila ako..pero hindi pala!..Ako pala ang EARLY BIRD,ako pa pala?bad trip..paalis pa lang daw cla kaya inantay ko na lang.

9:00 am narating nila ang ortigas. 2 hours late. pinoy nga naman oh! andami talgang KAMALASAN ang inabot ko..pero cge pa din..kelangan may mapatunayan eh!>.hahaa..

9:15 am narating namin ang TELUS international sa DISCOVERY center..Sosyal ang building, SOOBRA!.. ayun kelangan daw ng I.D. sabi ni ateng Lobby personna may punit ang stockings. sosyal ang building pero sya HINDI, HINDI talga!haha..BITTER? kc ba naman..di nya pina-akyat yung isa naming ksama dahil walang I.D. lupit noh?mukha ba kaming GANGSTER?haha...NAgantay na lang xa sa lobby habang kami ay pamanaog na!haha..

24th floor. 9: 30 am ang nilagay kong oras sa log-in sheet nila..WE are the frist two applicant too arrived. DOes it mean that we will also be the first two to get hired? sana NGA?

FILL-UP. FILL UP. FILL-UP.

pero may problema na naman, ang aking EDAD..para maiwasan ko ang linya ng mgakumpanya para sa isang tulad ko. dinaya ko na lang ito. OO nandaya ako..I wrote 1990 instead of 1991..atleast matitikman ko na rin ang sarap ng proseso..haha!..
ayun.sobrang tagal ng examiner kaya halos puno na yung unit ngtao bago xa dumating. 12:30pm ng ng tawagin ang pangalan ko for first level. SHIT.. ang tagal nun ah!haha..excited naman ako..kaya pumasok na ako sa napakagandang testing room nila..

FIRST LEVEL - TYPING SPEED AND ACCURACY: we were given 3 attemps to get atleast 85% accuracy and 30 wpm. nagawa ko naman sya ng first attempt pa lang. "CONGRATULATIONS!"..shit, out of 23 hopefuls 3 lang kaming natira.ang hirap talga. mabilis lang talga cguro ako magtype..kakacomputer ko..haha..

SECOND LEVEL - PC NAVIGATION: ayun, COE kaya ang course ko kaya alam ko na sure pass ako dun..yabang?haha.pasado nga ako..tatlo pa rin kami walang natanggal..

THIRD LEVEL - LISTENING SKILLS: nakakatawa nug sinabi nung examiner " ok, please wear your headset now"..ako naman si tanga, nataranta kaya yung phone yung nadampot ko..haha..wala naman kc talgang headset sa pc na gmait ko nuh..hahaa..pinalipat ako..magkatabi yung dalawa samantalang ako napakalayo.. so ayun, START na..10 minutes to listen and answer the questions..pina-ulit ulit ko yung pinaparinig samin kaya naubusan ako ng time..buti na lang multiple choices at may natandaan ako kahit paano..so ayun, binilugan ko na lang yung feeling ko tama!.."PLEASE WAIT OUTSIDE FOR THE RESULTS"

OK..SA WAKAS..kalamado na ako..

ayan na, lumabas na si baklang examiner..haha..tinawag yung dalawang babae pero ako hindi, kinabahan na ako..SHIT, bagsak nga ako siguro..takte.pero laking gulat ko nung lumabas sila tpos kingratulate ako..YIPEE..pasado pala ako..

LEVEL 4 na..yahoo..INTERVIEW..

QUESTION.ANSWER.QUESTION.ANSWER.

AYUN,badtrip ..sa hinaba-haba ng prusisyon sa "Sorry you're just 17" pa rin ang tuloi..shit..napaamin kc ako ng 17 lang ako dahil sa kaba."GO back here when you're 18, for the mean time. we'll freeze you're application for a while"

ok..babalikan ko talga kayo.HINDI PA TAYO TAPOS!WAHAHA..

2;15pm kami nakalabas ng discovery center. Kelangan matanggap tayo ngayon. So next STOP "PNI-KMBG" Raffles Building 22nd floor!..
log-in ulit sa lobby, shit walang elevator..stairs kami until 22nd floor..shitness tlaga!grr..malas!

Ok..FILL-UP and pass your resume again!haha..
balik daw kami ng 4 pm ang tagal kaya naisipan namin na bumaba na lang kaya..pero walang stairs pano toh? ok, WE'll just stay!..
pasok kami ng ofis nila.dun kami ngstay.kwentuhan kay ate ganda na nuon lang namin nakilala..super nakakatuwa talga sya!..

4:45 pm ng nasalang kami sa interview kaming tatlo nila veronica at isang tiga-PUP din..tanong-sagot portion pa din but this time panel interview naman xa..ayun.."LET'S SEE WHO PASSED OR FAILED"..sabi nung baklang interviewr na naman!..antay kaming apat na magkakabatch sa labas..FORTUNATELY, we all passed..SUCCESS! yahoo..

so AKyat daw sa 22nd floor for FInal iNTERVIEW..antagal namin nag-antay parang wowowee talga..may lumalabas na pasado, KARAMIHAN bagsak..nagexpect ako na madali yung question na mabubunot ko kasi madali lang yung sa mag nauna sa akin..SO sabi ko, i'll stick with questin number five..swerte kc ako sa 5..

7:43 pm natawag na ako..wala ng araw..gabi na.."TABERMETO" shit mali pa yung pagkabas ng surname ko..ambobo nun!haha..
so tatlo kaming sabay nauna si ate na tanungin..madali yung kanya "DO YOU BELIEVE TAHT EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TECHER" sabi ko shit, sana yun na lang yung akin..2 minutes kelangan magsalita kami ng direstso as in walang tigil or else grounds for rejection yun!..
ok..failed c ate FOR Inbound AGENT so OUTBOUND sya nilagay..ako na yung sumunod..

ME: "I'LL CHOOSE NUMBER 5"
INTERVIEWER: " ARE YOU SURE?"
ME: "YES" (may unting confidence pero halatang kabado)
INTERVIEWER : " OK..here's the quetion"

if you were given a chance to represent earth to intergalactic competition what song would you play to express humanity?

patay taoy jan..nalintikan na!ano daw?miss universe ba ito?
ok..sumagot naman ako ng isang buong 2 minuto?hala..haha..

yan..ok sir..

"CONGRATULATIONS, YOU PASSED FOR OUTBOUND"

may training pa..12,500 yung allowance for first month.

then 15, 500 for basic salary..naks..anlaki nun haha..

"PLEASE GET TIN AND SSS IN PASIG"

HALA..panu toh?17 palang ako..pano ko kukuha ng TIN..ok..papakiusapan ko na lang sa BIR sana maawa na sa akin..haist!>.

WOOHOO..uwian na..salamat at natanggap na ako..haha..agent na ako..yehey..

makakauwi nah!>.

10:15 pm ng nakauwi ako..

graveng experience ha!hehe..WORTH IT!

am i not fit to work..?

2009-04-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

Woo..I’d been trying to seek summer jobs this summer for almost a month now, too bad that vacation is soon to end yet I was stocked searching and hoping that there could be one for me. I really want to enter BPO's industry not just because of great income but for a good training and practice as well.. 2 months na lang for me to turn 18(sheeeet, matagal pa din), so in mere say hindi pa ako legal ngayon, HINDI!.. Nakakainis kc companies always discarded me because of this. WTH, ano naman kung 17 pa lang ako. I know naman na kaya kong gawin lahat ng kayang gawin ng isang 18 years old.

"Try to call us when you’re already 18."

That’s the prominent line I always hear.!

am i not fit to work?

I had a work experience back then. I’m a Home-based Academic Korean mentor , haba ng title noh? Pero tutor lang talga yan ng koreano. Haha..Kumikita ako ng 100 pesos per hour plus transpo allowance, so everyday nakaka450 pesos ako because I have 2 tutees. Hindi nga lang enjoy, nawalan ako ng social life dahil dun, after class diretso punta ako sa condo nila sa greenhills to teach for 4 hours. Nakakabagot, walang challenge kaya siguro hindi ako nag-enjoy. I even adjusted my schedules at School so naging irregular ang status ko plus andami kong Ace forms na naipon!..

Ayun hindi ako nagtagal, I RESIGNED. Sabi nila saying daw, pero para sa akin hindi nasayang kc kumita naman talga ako kahit papaano!

Back to the story, ayun bukas MONDAY na. Susubukan ko na naman mag-apply sa ortigas tutal I completed two years of college naman w/c is one of their qualifications. Sana may mabait na kumpnyang tumtanggap ng isang tulad ko. Dapat silang mag-invest sa akin, DAPAT!..I hope age will be a consideration. So ayun, kwentuhan ko ulit kayo bukas kung anong nanyare.

WISH ME LUCK PIPZ..

*wala pa akong pamilya ha..kelangan lang talaga kumita ng pera..haha!

last day of senakulo..

2009-04-11T11:05:00.000-07:00

blog muna before i sleep, ok..i'll try to include this to my system from now on!

since bata ako, hindi pwedeng papalampasin ko ang senakulo tuwing lenten season!at dahil dun mukhang namemorize ko na yung script ng SBS(samahang bagong silang)..

*ooooppps!i never dream to act on stage ha! just that i memorize it after redundantly watching it every holy week!..

the script is good,indeed it was! Hail to the script writer of "GOlgotha"..

I failed to watch their first two days presentation dahil siguro tinamad na ako matapos ko malaman ang castings nila!
hindi ko inexpect na napalitan na yung magagaling cast na nag-aact before!..I decided to watch the show on the third day, today to be specific!..

the narrator isn't that good!..magaling yung narrator dati, c TAters if i'm not mistaken yun!>.

Over all the play is good, last year's play is better except:

samuel- ang galing niyang umarte..people applauded him when he tried to befall onto the stage, nagising lahat ng tao nung muntik na xang mahulog..magaling!..

mama mary and jesus- magaling talga asusual!>..

hudas--alam ko hindi siya yung gumanap before, but still magaling!

salome-- napakaprofessional!..

pedro--bagay sa kaniya yung role..

cno pa ba?magaling naman lahat yata eh!

nasira lang dahil sa lapel ng mic at sa dami ng ommitted scenes!

CONGRATS people!

ayown!..time to sleep na!

Sa loob ng dalawang taon ko dito sa PUP....

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bata pa lang ako pangarap ko ng magsulat..pero ewan ko ba,nafefeel ko na gusto kong maging writer yet engineering ang kinuha kong course ngayong college?weeirdo noh?ganyan tlaga..maambisyon ako eh!
feeling mathematician?hehe..

I must admit na Frustrated Masscom student ako, pero nandito ako sa mundo ng numero! mahabang istorya pero kung hindi dahil dun hindi ko mararanasan ang buhay EQUations, Kuryente, at SOftwares!

ang labo noh?napamahal na kasi ata ako sa Eng'g.. nung una binalak kong magshift kasi nga di ako nageenjoy sa mga math subjects ko.. i'm not good in algebra ( kasalanan ko toh at ng teachers ko?..haha..) kaya ganun na lang yung foundation ko sa sa math, WEAK!

Bagamat puro pahirap at pasakit ang aking naranasan dahil sa ambisyon kong maging First engineer sa Clan namin, marami pa rin akong narealized at natutunan!

Sa loob ng dalawang taon ko dito sa PUP, Natutunan ko kung pano mag-adjust sa bagong environment ko. magulo,puro rallies, puro squatters, maingay at kung ano-ano pa ang pumapasok sa isip ng bawat estudyante kapag naririnig ang pangalan ng sintang paaralang pinapasukan ko..but who cares?.,kami ata ang magulong 12 pesos per unit lang na unibersidad at maingay na sensitibong mamamayan dito sa pinas.

Sa loob ng dalawang taon ko dito sa PUP, Natutunan ang mga aral ng buhay. Ang tunay na mag-aaral ay hindi nasusukat kung gaano kaintelihente ito sa pag-aaral ng kanyang mga akademya bagkus nasusukat kung paano ito gumalaw,mag-react, at kumilos sa mga di kaaya-ayang pangyayari sa lipunan. We're not just here to learn, nandito tayo para i-apply ang mga natutunan natin sa loob ng 6 na taon sa elementarya at 4 na taon sa sekondarya!

Sa loob ng dalawang taon ko dito sa PUP, Natutunan ko at ng akinng mga kaklsase kung pano mandaya ng bonggang-bongga sa exams kahit halos walang tulog kakareview (kailangan kaci,unpredictable yung exams). Natutunan namin kung paano mag-enroll ng dalawang araw dahil sa haba ng pila. Natutunan namin kung paano magnakaw na upuna sa ibang floors para lang may ma-upuan kami pag exams (malas mo pag wala kang upuan sa lapag ka mag-eexam). Natutunan namin kung paano pagkasyahin ang 20 pesos sa lunch( kelangan with rice lagi). Natutunan namin kung paano manghabol ng professors sa kuhaan ng klasscards. At worst, Natutunan namin kung paano mandaya ng klaskards para di kami matanggal sa skolarhips.

Sa Loob ng dalawang taon ko dito sa PUP, marami kaming natutunan pero bukod pa doon marami kaming naipong kodigo dahil sa sobrang hirap na exams..

I know that I still have 3 more years here in PUP and it's something to celebrate,for we will still have the company that i and my collegaues had established..

CHEER GUYS!- I may not surppased this fucking 4 semesters if not for you!

Little by little, I started to love COmputer engineering and PUP..