I so so hate myself for being envy to those people whose blogs were really attention-catchers; I don’t know why I feel that word every time I would go on reading their works. The words and metaphorical statements they used made me feel that I am nowhere for this nature. I am in the point that I realized how poor-writer I am and must have to blame no one but myself for this. Honesty such, I always feel DUMB and INSECURE. Multiply, BlogSpot, Word press were frustrations for me. Blogging isn’t my forte neither I can say Blog doesn’t like me at all.
I am no fan of blogging but I’ll try to compensate my weaknesses from this day forward. Gone is the time that I’ll pity myself just because of this; gone is the time that I will feel INSECURE. The definition of a fighting spirit will forever live here.
I am in extreme monotony for almost two weeks or three and I am trying to conceptualize something that would cover up all of the supposed-to-be-blog- that were wasted because of this laziness in me. It has been month since I updated my entry and so I think I have to renew it now! Nights and days passed and I felt pre-occupied that’s why I decided to go back teaching again. Regardless of salary, this work established a lot to me. It’s not easy in a way, but I have to do this simply because of money, boredom treatment, and student’s beneficial for the doubt (ano daw?). well , For at least 4 hours, I know I did something great.
I am running out of my thoughts again, so for now I have to take a rest. GUDNYT!
*Blog site RENEWED!
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